How many times do you hear that we live an 'Alternative Lifesstyle' ? That we are not vanilla ?
Well i am kitten, i am Masters slave, yet i live in a vanilla world.
Confused ? Well let me try to explain my thoughts on this.
Last night i was talking to someone online and they said that they had a submissive streak, that they had always been submissive and they longed to be able to live their life as a slave. When i asked what has drawn her to this lifestyle her answer was as followed
" I want to be used as a fck toy, to please His every whim. I want to be taken forcably and tied up, i want to be whipped and spanked. I dream of a Master using me as His plaything and not being able to resist Him."
HHhhmm this is great, a sub in the making it seems but a slave ? Hell even a sub in the sense of the word as i understand it ? A sex sub maye, used only for sexual play and nothing more, but a slave ? Not as i understand it to mean.
Where was the mention of making His life easier ? Where is the need to cook and clean for Him ? Go to work so that you are not a financial drain on Him ? Where was the yearning to make sure He was always looking smart in freshly laundered clothes ? What about the shopping and other mindless daily task a person has to do ?
When i mentioned this to her i drew a blank, she didn't understand what i was talking about and could not comprehend that a slave is expected to do these jobs as well. A slave is there for her Masters convinience and as such is supposed to make His life easier.
In a fairytale life a slave would have a servent, we would all be walking around naked waiting to be able to please our Masters with our bodies, waiting to scratch what ever itch He has at that time. Waiting to be used by Him. Waiting to be able to bring a smile to His face as He fcks us senseless. The servent would do all the other stuff.
In our house i am the servent, i am the gardner, i am the cook, i am the cleaner, i am the window cleaner, i am the shopper, i am the laundry worker, i am the job holder, i am the caretaker, i am the sounding board for His thoughts and problems. I am a slave, His slave and i do this all willingly and to the best of my ability and with the minimum of fuss and arguments, i do this because i am in a alternative lifestyle but it is still a life.
I do understand where people get the thought that when they submit to someone it will be all sunshine and roses, that they will be cared for and looked after, all desicions and problems will disappear and their lives will by some miricle be perfect but its not like that at all.
All too often people see the pictures online and think that is all there is to this life, the willingness to be dominated during sex makes them a slave, to have monkey sex all the time is all both parties are looking for and unfortunatly sometimes when you talk to a new person that is all they see this life as.
I am a slave in a vanilla lifestyle at least 80% of the time, i have rules and boundries i have to adhere to and i have rituals i have to observe, i cannot sit on the furniture without permission, i cannot just go out when i please, my time is not mine but His to dictate. I ask what clothes to wear when we go out and i get permission to cut my hair or shave His pussy * which is usually denied * Little things people do automatically i have to stop and think before i do them. I work fulltime and am usually gone from the house till 9.30 but i make sure His evening meal is ready for Him before i go and when i return i carry on where i left off, making sure He has all He needs. This is the life of a slave, not the one you see online in the pictures, but real life. Yes we play and we play hard but that is just a very small part of being a slave, most of the time we live life just like everyone else on this planet does.
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