Keeping Quiet is the best thing

There are times in life when all you want to do is rewind and cancel a previous day, and kitten wants to do that, she wants to delete last night and take back the conversations she had with her Master about things that are worrying her. Kitten spoke to Master at His insistence and she was honest and truthful, she explained as best she could about certain things that were bothering her, this was done in her time, a time when she should be allowed to speak freely with no come back unless she steps over the line as it was, which she didn’t think she had but now it seems she must have as Master hardly spoke to her at all the next day, even leaving early which is something He rarely does.

Kitten knows the subject spoken about was one they had discussed before and the problems were not new ones, so maybe He was annoyed that kitten had not moved on from them but if kitten is to be with Master as is the desire of us B/both then they need to be sorted out as it is the main stumbling block in kittens hope for serving Master fully.

The non speaking of Master just topped kittens day off, when she had a problem with certain things on her blog page she was made to feel stupid by another, this made kitten mad but she kept quiet, she bit her tongue, guess she should have done that when Master told her to say what was wrong, what her doubts were, sometime saying things is not the best way, sorting out your problems on your own is, see kitten is not a cuddle and touch type of person, in this life that is not the M/s way, especially with Master, He is not a ‘touchy feely’ type of person which is something kitten understands and doesn’t mind, however kitten does like to be spoken to at times especially if W/we are B/both online for hours at a time.

So what has kitten learnt ? To keep quiet and not speak when things are running through her head, the results are not worth it, kittens problems she will have to learn to work out by herself, no matter what the problem, kitten does not like being made to look stupid and she doesn’t like the results of saying what is bothering her. Kitten is kitten, all singing and all dancing and she will survive this and more she is sure, maybe a bit more uncertain and a bit more doubtful but kitten is nothing if not smart, she learnt a lesson, and that lesson was silence is the best way when things are going wrong, the only one to help kitten is kitten.