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I Need a Spanking !!!!

I need a spanking ! For no other reason than because i want one.

Master has put me on a two week spanking ban due to my having to go to the hospital and He does not want any ramifications for my having a whipped, bruised ass which while i can understand that - boy ooohhh boy do i miss the paddle !!

I have been a week now without a spanking * or a crop/flogger/whip hell without ANYTHING marking my body* and i really miss it. Its weird, when i was with my online master i never craved it or missed it as much as i do now, the feelings and sensations Master can and does give me are intense and in some ways for me a spanking is as necessary as breathing at times.

I have at least a week to go before Master even considers using anything on me and that will be the longest week of my life, but that is the minimum amount of time, depending on the operation and biopsy results it could be longer and damn it i am not looking forward to that at all !!!!

I am not a 'cuddly' person and am not one to ask to be held when things get on top of me, i am more likely to ask for a spanking than a cuddle but i am finding myself cuddling more and more because i can't have that release i so crave, Master loves that and i will be honest i am becomming more used to that idea, lol He now calls me His soppy slave ! * Dream on Batman its only temporary*

I am counting down the minutes till i can feel that deep burning sensation as the whip cuts across my back, or that sharp sting as the cane lands on me, and do not even get me started on the pleasure my body will experience when finally the paddle is laid to rest across my ass - damn it I NEED A PADDLING !!!!

Collars

kitten was reading something the other day that got her thinking * lol and at 2am that is NOT good ! *
It was an artcle about collars and one persons view on them, well to be honest some of what she said made perfect sense to kitten and she will explain why.

A collar is a sign of commitment between the Dom/Master and sub/slave, it is a symbol of ownership and the desire to be owned. A collar is many different things to many different people, to kitten it is a sign of trust, honor, respect and integrity, it shows that she is owned and she has found her place in this life with her Master. The collar symbolizes the faith she has in Him to protect her and keep her safe from harm, it is her strength when He is not with her yet at the same time it is her comfort when things are looking bleak.

There are many people who do not believe in collars and that is their choice, it is something that is not 'essential' to this lifestyle, it is not the same as a wedding ring to pronounce you married, it is just something that some people do and some people do not believe in, that said when a collar is given it is given by the Dom/Master and placed around the sub/slaves throat.waist/wrist/ankle * a collar is not necissarily something that goes around the throat* It is the act of giving and recieving that makes a collar meaningful.

So what about online collaring ? How can a collar sent through the post or brought yourself be special ? It is the act of human contact and recieving the gift from your Master that gives the collar meaning otherwise it is just a bit of jewellry surely ?

There are times when a Dom/Master cannot be with the one they own but that just means the giving of the collar waits - a person cannot collar themself, it is not something that means anything when done in this way, * and kitten should know, been there done that as it was* So if you are collared online are you in fact collared at all ? is it not just a case of more online fantasies ? hhhmmm something to think about