Wednesday 21 January 2009

kitten is fine

Do you ever use a word or a phrase to answer a question ? A bog standard response that means so much yet covers a whole multitude of things? kitten does, its kitten is fine. This covers everything, no matter how kitten feels, kitten is fine usually works, its as if by saying this it will be true, and sometimes it works, sometimes no matter what kitten is thinking or feeling, she does end up ignoring or closing it away and she is fine, obviously other times it doesn't but hey thats life.

We all no matter who we are, slave,sub,Dom or Master or even a person in a vanilla relationship have times when life beats you down, take the other day for example, kitten swears she had every awkward customer on the planet in her shop and add to that the phone calls becasue the system in the other shops kept crashing and a staff member calling in sick as they were hung over and kitten had so many unslave like thoughts it was not funny, she was ready to commit hari kari on the next one who called for her to help them or to do something, so what did kitten do ? well she went outside and stood in the carpark and screamed, long and loud she screamed ( kitten usually likes to smash a plate or two when she is stressed, there is nothing like the sound of breaking pottery to ease the tension, trouble was kitten didn't have any with her ) that was one time that the answer kitten is fine was true, kitten felt so much better, releasing all that pent up stress and frustration was what was needed and as she could not speak to Master at that time to hear His calm voice she did the only other thing she knew that would work.

there are times in a saves life she needs the guidence of her Master, His job is to build her up, to give her the lessons she needs to cope with things when He is not around, and Master does, however there are times when we know we should listen to Him, know we should accept what He says but the things running in our heads are too strong, too confusing, this is the time that Master knows kitten needs Him more, He knows that she struggles with things at times, games played, things said and He is there for her, He is the voice of reason, His is the voice of a Master pointing things out to kitten, whether she wants to hear them or not, He does not give up on kitten nor does He condem her for not listning, He talks, and He talks and He talks and sooner or later His voice is the only one kitten hears, is the only one she listens to, His is the only opinion that she needs and she realises this

Life happens no matter what lifestyle you lead, the good thing about being a slave is you have a Master to guide you and keep you safe

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