Trust Your Instincts

Have you ever noticed there are two sides to everything? There is one side that you believe to be true and one side that someone else tries to convince you is correct? Who do you believe though? Your instincts knowing that what you see and understand given past history is the only logical conclusion or another who has been proven to lie when it suits?

The thing about having two sides to anything is that it will take a third person to believe one of them, and that is then the basis of the final decision, rightly or wrongly, that is then what is believed as fact.

Kitten was told the other day she was smart, and she is, not book smart but street smart as it was, she trusts her instincts, having been ‘bitten’ too many times she is wary of many things and many people, and so far nothing has given her the belief her instincts are unfounded, all kitten knows is she is sick of the childish and pathetic slights that are being bandied about, she thinks it is time for some people to grow up to be honest.

kitten was also told she was being to sensative, that what was done was not aimed at her, maybe and maybe not, who can tell what goes on in anothers mind, all kitten knows is it got the desired effect and kitten was upset and so she left, she missed out on her time with Master and again this will no doubt have pleased someone else as then they had not one to 'compete' against,

In a few weeks kitten has a plane to catch to be with Master, but as things stand at the moment that is not something she is looking forward to as much as she was, He says things will be different but to be honest kitten has doubts about that, and if that is another’s wish to put doubts and uncertainty in kittens mind with the stupid things they are doing then they are certainly getting their desires.

Re reading this it really is a bichy post but that is how kitten feels at the moment and she is getting so fed up with others who see her as a threat, Master is poly, if it was not kitten then it would be someone else, guess when you submit to a poly Master you should really know what it means, jealousy has no place in this relationship and nor should nastiness and sneekiness