Questions

There are many times in a slaves submission she questions herself, she questions her abilities, whether she is someone that her Master wants, she questions if she is really cut out for the life of a submissive, indeed she asks herself can she really be what her Master desires, will she ever be able to make Him happy

All these questions are normal, and this kitten knows, but just because they are normal does not stop them from entering a slaves mind, events happen that trigger thoughts off and then comes a period of doubt, it usually does not last long but then again it can last too long, during which time you can really go through some bad thoughts, so what does a slave do ?

Well she should talk to her Master for a start, good advice kitten knows, and some she should take herself but kitten being kitten does things differently, she doesn’t talk, not having been used to telling anyone before what she is thinking or feeling it does not come easy, and on the few occasions she did tell her ‘friend ‘ it was used against her, more reason for kitten to keep her own council.

Kitten has been a slave for a long time but that does not mean she is immune to the thoughts and feelings of a new one, indeed sometimes because kitten knows a bit more about the lifestyle it makes the thoughts worse, and while she knows that things will work out as they are meant to it does not stop her having concerns.

When feelings and thoughts are predominant in a slaves mind, she should take the time to look at what causes them, she should examine the reasons and ask herself, is this something that is going to be a regular occurrence, and if it is, is it something she can live with, get past or accept ? The answer to these questions needs to be yes, as without a yes to the last two if the first one is yes then life as a slave can be very hard.

Talking is a great way to work your fears and problems out, but sometimes, the need to go within yourself is too great, so thats what kitten does, she goes inside and tries to figure things our herself, sometimes it works and sometimes it doesn’t but thats something kitten has to deal with.

As the time draws nearer for kitten to finally be with her Master she knows that there will be more questions and more events which will call into play all her strength and resolve, is she strong enough to deal with these things ? Only time will tell