kittens list

Once more kitten sits here, she wants to write about her day yet for some reason the words will not flow, lol and those who know kitte know that is usually not a problem for her at all !

kitten started her 5 things this morning, one of them is to write down all that she is thinking, her fears, doubts and worries, all this on one side of the page and then all the positive things on the other side, no matter what they concern kitten writes them down, and then she leaves them and gets a coffee * everything is always better with a coffee in your hand * Return to the list 10 minutes later, and read it, add things if needed but more importantly take each thing one at a time and read it, really read it and then ask yourslf questions * ok this is where people might think kitten is strange, but if you have a worry about something, Why does it worry you ? what will be the worst that can happen ? see where kitten is going with this ? *

One of the things that kitten is/was worried about was meeting Master in the flesh for the first time, was she going to disappoint Him ? Well that went on kittens list, and after reading it, and then re reading it kitten came to the answer......... NO she wasn't going to be a disappointment to Him. See the way kitten is looking at it now, she was good enough for Master to talk to in the beginning, and she is good enough for Him to talk to now. Master knows more about kitten than kitten does at times * He is a smart Man * kitten will not profess to be perect, * lol ask Master, she is wayyyyyyyyy from that with all her no's and hell no's * but kitten tries, and that Master knows and kitten thinks He is proud of her for that, add to that the laughter and the fun that kitten has with Master, well would He tease and torment kitten if she was not good enough for Him ? kitten thinks not

Master is no ones fool, He will not settle for second best in anything He does or in anyone He owns, that and that alone tells kitten she is good enough for Master, and kitten knows she is not second best any more, she is Masters kitten, something to be really proud of and something to hold close to her as she crosses that off her list.