Day Off but staying away

Kitten has found herself with an unexpected day off, she was supposed to be working but due to being owed 3 weeks holiday that has to be taken before the end of the month she has got today off, well its a start at least ! This will give her time to get some jobs done, some things sorted out, before she goes to Master. When kitten found out she had this time, she was pleased, it meant that she could spend some time with Master, as just lately even though she has spoken to Him it has been interrupted chat or short conversations but the more she thought of it the more she realised she would not speak to Him any more, in fact properly less.

Kitten knows there are others in Masters life, those who read this blog know that Master is poly, and kitten has no problem with that, she tends to stay silent when another needs to chat with Him for what ever reason, she knows this is not supposed to be her choice but kitten knows that some have trouble understanding this way of life and so need something more, lol to read this you would think kitten an angel, she isn’t, she just has trouble interrupting when Master is talking with another, something not everyone seems to find hard but kitten does. Kitten knows she got annoyed last night, and thankfully Master was interrupted so it gave kitten the excuse to leave, once more expectations and hope came into play and kitten had hoped to chat with Him especially as she had not done so all day, and as she had not been well over the weekend and still working and Master being out, it seemed that the conversations this last week have all been very short and impersonal, and the time difference makes things hard, but it was not to be, yes she chatted, but was hard to chat with someone who is talking with another at the same time, makes conversations difficult.

As the time for kitten visiting Master draws closer, she has many questions, some things said that she would like to have cleared up but unfortunately it is not always possible to have a conversation when Master is so in demand, kitten does not want to know what He says to others, what is said to her is what she is concerned about, and the feelings of others as well, kitten knows in their position she too would be feeling anxious, no matter what they like to pretend.

It seems just lately kitten is writing posts that will get her in trouble, is this her way of rebelling ? Really don’t think so, kitten uses this for her thoughts, she cannot say them else where so she says them here and if anyone was to actually read her journal, well it is an eye opener even for kitten when she re reads it the following morning , kitten is still suffering from stress related shingles, her face is so tender and her eye is once more affected, hell keeps on like this and the chances of kitten keeping the sight in her eye diminishes, so guess this is why kitten is writing, need to get the thoughts out or else she will never be stress free and am now running out of plate, kitten needs to go to a bootsale or a garage sale, her stress reliever at times is smashing plates, throwing them at the garden wall and watching them smash, fall into little pieces on the floor, kinda like kittens life at times, falling into little bits with no hope of being fixed, as the saying goes..........Ce la vie kitten, ce la vie

Help Needed

Kitten is appealing to all subs and slaves, she is trying to find a copy of the Masters Handbook, you know the one kitten is referring to, the ‘bible’ that her Master quotes when kitten is teasing Him and He knows she is right * and please lets not go to the who is right, as by all accounts kitten is wrong as she drives on the left, and Master is right as He drives on the right but if kitten is wrong when she is right then surely when she is on the left she is right as right is wrong, see simple kitten logic *

The reason kitten wants this book is she swears it has magic pages, as kitten knows what is on page two this week was not on page two last week, and it usually ends up with kitten owing Master something ! Now kitten not saying that Master is a cheat * kitten thinks He is at times but according to Master He can’t cheat as He is Master and they are His rules, says so in the book page three *

Kitten at this moment owes Master about a quadrillion cuddles and hugs, this she thinks is grossly unfair as His inflation rate is about a million to make up for the economy, that’s not kittens fault !!!! kitten also owes about 1,000 kisses with tongue, hhhmmmm wonder if biting is allowed ? just thinking aloud.

Kitten loves to tease Master, she loves to hear Him laugh and she loves to get Him flustered when she talks really fast as He can’t always understand what kitten is saying, ok will admit to saying slang words at times to confuse Him but its such fun !

Another thing kitten has learnt really quickly is not to try to bargain with Master, He is one smart cookie and kitten always seems to end up owing Him more and when she finally figures out where He twisted her around she will try to renegotiate * ok will take lessons in debating first* kitten thought she was smart (ish) but He leaves her standing, but not in a demeaning way, in a way that makes kitten laugh, and once she starts laughing she has lost the debate if it can be called that,
kitten means how can you have a debate with someone who says “ Its in the Masters Handbook but slaves can’t see it, its invisible ?? “

Why does kitten and Master tease each other ? Is this a sign that kitten is not a slave, that she has no respect for Him ? Is she treating Him like a boyfriend/partner/husband (god forbid on all of them ) No she is treating Master as a person, yes He is Master and apart from a few slips when kitten is hurting kitten treats Master with the respect and honour He is entitled to as her Master but at the same time kitten is not scared of Master, she knows He will never hurt her and she knows He will never punish/abuse/ridicule her and that means kitten can tease Him and she can torment Him as a person does, and it does not have to be sexually orientated, in fact the best laughs are the normal ones and as a Master He does not take offence as it is not meant in that way,

Master is a Man with a high powered job, He is always working hard and He is always helping His slaves, so why can’t kitten lighten His day for Him when she is able ? kitten talks to Master about many things, she has conversations and ideas, she asks questions and remembers things said previously, kitten is a slave yes but she is also a person Master can talk to or not talk to as the need takes, even Masters need conversations at times and not always about sex, lets face it, if that was the only topic then life would be a bit monotonous after awhile.