True For You

This is something to read often and think about, especially if you can read it and know it is true for you

Sometimes its better not to talk

“Talk to me, tell me what you are doing, I have a right to know and you are going to tell me “ These are the words kitten was greeted with from her daughter, seems she was not content with talking kittens passport so kitten could not go to Master * kitten got it back when daughters boyfriend found it and wondered why it was in his house* no it seems she has been going through kittens computer and is telling her father all that kitten is doing * and kitten is sure most of it is made up as kitten hasn’t done anything wrong*
Kitten is going to be with Master soon for a visit, hopefully if things go well and Master is happy with kitten it will be more but in the mean time kitten seems to be getting objections and questions, arguments and bad feelings from every angle, and to be honest, it is wearing kitten down.
There are certain things kitten does not feel her daughter needs to know, and kitten would tell her if it was her business, but as it is, she is old enough that she has her own life now, so why can kitten not be allowed the same ? kitten knows ex is not happy, lol got the bruises to prove it* kitten doesn’t think he meant to push her really but guess he got cross with kitten * but at the end of the day, he has another sub, one who he loves to flaunt in kittens face at every opportunity so why can kitten not have a Master who respects her and treats her as a Master should ?
Guess this is just another step kitten has to take to be happy, and take the steps she will, kitten has been at the receiving end of so much that now it is her turn, and to hell with those who don’t like it, after all the only one who has a say in this is Master.

Keys of a Slave

These are the keys of a slave

Faith... in your Master and all He does, faith in yourself to know that you are a good person and will do your best for Him always

Humility... to know that you are not perfect, not matter what you might think ultimatly you are not a perfect person

Respect.... For your Master and for your sisters but also you must have respect for yourself

Patience... You need patience to know that all things happen for a reason, you are a worthy person but at times you will be over looked and 'forgotten' about, have the patience to sit and wait until your time comes

Compassion... to know that the world does not revolve around you, your needs are not the most important ones, remove the Me, I and Mine from your vocabulary and open yourself up to feel for other people, to listen to them without it always being about you

Courage.... Have the courage to follow your dreams no matter how many times others try to discourage you or knock you down, Master is your strength, but you are strong as well

Perseverance.. to know that you will achieve your desires, no matter who stands in your way you will keep trying and trying, never give up on your dreams

Keeping Quiet is the best thing

There are times in life when all you want to do is rewind and cancel a previous day, and kitten wants to do that, she wants to delete last night and take back the conversations she had with her Master about things that are worrying her. Kitten spoke to Master at His insistence and she was honest and truthful, she explained as best she could about certain things that were bothering her, this was done in her time, a time when she should be allowed to speak freely with no come back unless she steps over the line as it was, which she didn’t think she had but now it seems she must have as Master hardly spoke to her at all the next day, even leaving early which is something He rarely does.

Kitten knows the subject spoken about was one they had discussed before and the problems were not new ones, so maybe He was annoyed that kitten had not moved on from them but if kitten is to be with Master as is the desire of us B/both then they need to be sorted out as it is the main stumbling block in kittens hope for serving Master fully.

The non speaking of Master just topped kittens day off, when she had a problem with certain things on her blog page she was made to feel stupid by another, this made kitten mad but she kept quiet, she bit her tongue, guess she should have done that when Master told her to say what was wrong, what her doubts were, sometime saying things is not the best way, sorting out your problems on your own is, see kitten is not a cuddle and touch type of person, in this life that is not the M/s way, especially with Master, He is not a ‘touchy feely’ type of person which is something kitten understands and doesn’t mind, however kitten does like to be spoken to at times especially if W/we are B/both online for hours at a time.

So what has kitten learnt ? To keep quiet and not speak when things are running through her head, the results are not worth it, kittens problems she will have to learn to work out by herself, no matter what the problem, kitten does not like being made to look stupid and she doesn’t like the results of saying what is bothering her. Kitten is kitten, all singing and all dancing and she will survive this and more she is sure, maybe a bit more uncertain and a bit more doubtful but kitten is nothing if not smart, she learnt a lesson, and that lesson was silence is the best way when things are going wrong, the only one to help kitten is kitten.

Trust

A lot of this life is taken on trust, a sub/slave HAS to have complete trust in the One that owns her, her life is in His hands and as such He has the power to either enrich that life or destroy it, by the same token a Dom or Master has to have trust in those who serve Him, indeed He cannot accept submission from someone He doesn’t trust as this makes a mockery of all this life stands for.

At the same time a sister in a poly relationship needs to have trust in others within the family unit, she needs to know that those in that family are ones that will help and support her at times of stress and not turn a bad situation into one that will benefit herself, this involves a lot of trust on both parts and this is something that is not always there.

To submit to a Poly Master is something many say they have no problem with, however when they are greeted with one of their ‘sisters’ this can soon change, personality conflicts can sometimes sour what could be a good relationship, as can jealousy and a feeling of being slighted when things are said, especially if one is more experienced than another as is often the case. There are many times when the more experienced one is not the primary slave but this by no means gives the other the right to try to dictate actions to her, if she was to open her mind to the possibility that there is a lot to be learnt from another then the whole family unit can and more often does exist in harmony, something any Dom or Master wishes for.

A Dom or Master chooses those who serve Him for many reason, it is something that in all honesty only they will ever know but He chooses those He thinks will compliment each other, especially if He has wishes for them to ‘play ‘ and engage in many sexual activities together, again this is where trust comes in, you need to know for certain that you can trust a sister who is going to be inbetween your legs as they have teeth !! All joking aside, if you do not trust then you need to look at the reasons why, sometimes others versions of the truth are just that ‘ Their’ versions and not necessarily ones that are right, and by the same token if a sub/slave is all sweetness and light all the time, chances are she is a power keg waiting to go off and if you are not careful you might just be the intended victim.

To have trust in others you first need to trust yourself, and that starts with stopping pretending, stop acting as if you are perfect, no one is, we are all human and we all have hopes, wishes and desires, kitten tends to have more faith and trust in those who don’t lie to themselves as she has a feeling they are less likely to lie to others and trust cannot be built on lies.

Friendship

This was sent to kitten by someone who loves her dearly, she is worried about kitten and she thinks that kitten is dying bit by bit, all kitten can tell her is that kitten is kitten,all singing and all dancing, she will be fine and what will be will be, as with everything there is always a dark time in life that we need to travel to see the light, some travel faster than others but ultimatly we all reach the light,, take care my friend and know that kitten holds you in her heart and loves you so very much xx